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♥,Shahiraa
Schooling In Northbrooks (:
14th April is where i get hugs , kisses , sabo-ing , wishes & sabo-ing
2 Integrity Is The Best Class Ever ! ♥
Basically , i love taking pictures and hanging out w my friends & family
And i hate backstabbers , liars , stealers and etc ..
If i wanted a boy , i would want to have him sincere , caring , loving & TRUSTWORTHY
I just love my friends & family
How about my status ?
Well , its complicated . You dont want to know about it (:
So yeah , thats about it
Happy enjoy-ing reading my blog yeah (:
hellu guys . sorry for nort updating for 3 days ... i forgot what i did on sunday actually . ehh wait ! ohhs ya , i do wedding thingyy . i unfixed it . go back arnd 11+ ? was so fucked up uhh cause ask mom to go back earlyy but she dnt want . haiyaah .. bnyk ssh oh ... thts all i rmbr .. hahaa ^_^
schl start ytd . damn im still in my holidayy mood siaa . ferst day alr , learn something . whoa sian uhh ferst dayy but the best part is the food ... every mondayy have PE . shit ! took height and weight ytd . i lost my weight and have grown bit by bit .. my height is 144cm . short ayye ? i knw . hahaa :D recess ate lakse . ohhs ya i forgot had an attire check ytd . i nvr get caught hor , ferst dayy being a gdgirl .. but the stupid thing is , we have smart the ferst dayy . like whatthehell uhh ! ferst dayy smart gort what siaa ? nvr bring any books somemore .. haiyoo .. after schl straight go home .. kena grounded mah .. then , mt fyqaa (northland) for awhile cause bored . go back arnd 5+ ? then blahblahblah hamzi called so talk to hym .. then felt tired sleep for awhile till 9+ ? wake up . watch tv , otp with miraa bhyy for awhile cause her hdp she says sucks so talk here and there . fell asleep for awhile then arianna call . so talk then watch world cup ... then blahblahblah slept at 2+ ?
todayy wake up at 6.40 . i was late . bath dolled up then go out of hse at arnd 7.15 ? i think . thought meldaa was fast enough to make it to schl . checkcheck , we both late . haiyaah .. rabakrabak ^^ . report near general office then go hall . then go back class , had temperature taking . most of them nvr bring including me as well ^^ .. blahblahblah , had maths . same banded class somemore but had to be separated with meldaa bhyy cause i sit with yang pei khoon near the teacher's table siaa ! me dont like ! then sci , paid attention . i was hyper siaa during sci . feel like studying todayy ... then had recess . ate fish and chips ... blahblahblah , had mt . need to do some presentation thingy . then had art . need to draw some stuffs which i dnt knw how to draw then had eng . sit alone but yao hui as pernormal disturb me . stupid ass you ! cheh fake ^^ . lunch ate 2 chicken wings then go to thys survey thingy with arianna , tasya and some pupils . went to lab 2 and do . finish then me and tasya go home . i reach home , changed then mt fyqaa and hamzi ... sit at under thys blk and talk craps . 4+ ? hamzi go home .. left me and fyqaa lpk somewhere . sit there , receive bad news .. fuck uhh ! i cooled down but unfortunately , i had noo mood so go home . send fyqaa then mt my nenek downstairs cause going np for a while . reach there , mt dyeelaa ... talk craps then go home ... my grandma is nagging not stop ! from just now siaaa nagging . uhh shit uhh life ! i hate youhs life ! bnykk ssh ohhs . gosh im tired and sumpaa no mood ): so thats it .. byeee ^^
yes , we break . he ask for it . i wanted to cry but no more tears alr for boys . yup it hurts me alot since i love hym but then , i dont to force hym so i let go of hym . like i said , love cnnrt be forced . so now , living a single life back .. hmmft ...
hey poeple ! sorry for the lacking of updating my blog hor ^^ sorry tautau :P im gonna talk about two days again cause ytd never update my dayy ... so here it goes
250610 ;
dnt knw what time wake up dolled up met batrisyia . went bugis buy stuffs ... bought one shirt and one jean ... had lots of fun . had laughter .. then go toilet trytry what i bought there .. kimaaaak ! klau akuh pkikans , cfrm org comment nyhee .. sumpah siaa ... haiishh ... after go toilet , go mc'd and eat . bought mchicken meal upsized just to have the shaker thingy ... finish eating , talked about guys ... how guys did to us , talked about our past events that hppn in our primary schl time ... had a very deep talk about guys . very deep ... almost cried but then , i thought of something funny then i laugh .. pathetic right ? hahaa :P i knw ... then walkwalk , mrt to woodlands then bus-ed 856 to woodland waterfront . it was cool there . make friends with thys baby girl .. hahaa ... kekek siaa ^^ then about an hour and a half ? go off to northpoint . send batrisyia meet her father then go cotton on . bought thys really cool dress which cost $10 .. after that , met mom and she says we shopshop here then i say ok . so mom bought for me two shirts and 1 dress . cool right ? only once in a lifetime only ... blahblahblah then go wedding thingy at opp safra yishunn .. fix thys and that . arnd 5am ? go home . before going home , saw ajul's gang . tawuu plak akuh .. haha :P reach home tros sleep .... what a long day ..
todayy , wake up arnd 12+ ? bath dolled up kalled mom say going out then go out lor ^^ .. go meldaa hse . chitchat here and there .. bdak rajen uhh meldaa tu ? kemas rumaa sehy . kalah akuh ... blahblah ... her lil sis came .. aww missed her babe ! long time nvr see her . its been mnths never saw her .. blahblahblah then go down . ayumie and meldaa wanna cut hair .. cut alrdy , follow meldaa go rebond her hair . her mom dnt knw go whr then start rebonding the hair . minutes later , ayum came .. by the time ayum came , meldaa finish putting some sort of cream . then she go off wash her hair , me and ayum have a good talk .. sorry hor yum klau akuh bnykk tnyee ok ? blahblahblah finish rebonding and everything , i loke her hair babe . cool ! then go mc'd eat ... eat mchicken meldaa eat double cheeseburger ... fuhh sodaap ! then go home .... hahaa :P had lots of fun dude todayy .. alot of laughter and selengeness in me ... hahaa :P ok laa ... im tired laa ...
ah shit ! only two days left of holidayy .. me havent prepare laa .
homework havent finish also .. havent even started ..
yes im still wide awake . and tanks to mirahgurl ke'ai for updating my blog . appreciate it alot hunneyy bee .. lovee ya ! now waiting for my parents to come back home .. manehrq jee drg gy nyhh sampai taak alekalek nyhh ? hmmft ... merayap laa tuu ... anyway , just now woke up arnd 11+ ? then bath dolled up go northpoint .. go lib to check if i still owe them books and when i check i still owe them 2 books , total cost was $8.10 ! kimaaak ! lamehrq siaa taak antr ... msg mel where's the book then she say with haz . alermaaak ! bnyk ssh oh ... nvm shaa ... he comes back ,im gonna ask hym to pay the debt hymself .. haiishh ... then after that , shopping alonee .. bought a small bag , 4 shirts and one jeans ... the shirt above there is one of them ... total i spent about $103 ? alot siaa but its worth it cause i need them badlyy (: then go home , wear one of the shirt and the jeans and off went to changi airport with my grandma and siblings . boarded bus 858 ... stop at T1 but it was con fusing i tell ya ... then go T2 then go T3 , eat mc'd then go T1 back then bus-ed 858 home . slept in the bus with my younger sis .. reach yishunn , go ock bought two chicken wings for my sis then go home .. reach home , watch tv then eat curry puff .. then now on comp ... maybe tmrw going jlnjln .. with batrisyia .. maybe ? havent cfrm yet till now . lamehrq banget deh ! ok laaa ... byeee ^^
As you see up thr , i`m not Waniee Darlaa right ? I`m MirahGerl Ke`ai , Waniee Darlaa`s sisterlovee :D , i`m here , to keep her blog her blog rolling ~ Alamak , i got no idea what to say here uhh , heeh ^^ I just want to say to Waniee Darlaa ; Bhy , kau last long eheh nan die , jangan gadugadu tau ! Heeh , sayaaang kau ah bhyy [: So readers , Waniee will update tmr , i think ? Heeh ^^ So yeah , if you want to visit my blog , click here [: Take caree darlaaaas ^^
hellu peeps ! sorry for nort updating my blog ehk ytd ... hmmft .. i'll talk about it .
ytd dnt knw what time wake up ... what i do also forget ... ohh ya . went swimming with my cousin and family at jurong . effing fun tautau ... don wanna elaborate more cause its superb long uhk later my post . u guys wont read it anyway .... go home arnd 7+ ? tumpang my aunty hubby . send home then me and young sis follow mom go ikea . see and walk ... then get pissed off . only meldaa knows it why ... then went to my grandma hse my fathers side . then after much talking , went home ... otw home , something hppn ^^ happy ok ? reach home , sit and watch tv ... while msging hym .... teman hym till he sleeps ... slept arnd 4 ? sorry ehk guys for nort enetertaining you . i was very lazy ... hehee ...
today , wake up arnd 1+ ? receive msg from hym saying he going off .. aww so sad .. leaving me behind again .... haiishh ... nvm , let hym have fun there .. take care ehk boi ... love ya ... then msg people , then tell dyeelaa some stuffs abt her bakal mataey or something ... today nth much lor to updte cause staying at home till schl reopens ... btw guys , nxt week onwards till the end of two weeks , i have to stay at home .... kimaaak ! stress woits .... nvm .. gain my parents trust again ... haiyoo ... ok laaa .. byeee ^^ mood swing todayy ... byee^^
hello babes and hunks ! currently otp with meldaa sayaaang and miraa darlaa . talking cock laa apr lagii . talking bout jodoh siaa and who will be with us . kimaaak ! likee we can predict likee that lor ^^ hahaa ... waiting for mom and dad go home from malaysia . they always go there just for wedding thingy . thank god i nvr follw . btw , just now i go down chill my mind alone . but then i make friend with this guy . my senior last timee . hys name is aidil or something . last time northland now dnt knw . we talk cock lor since im bored ... he entertain me . 10+ ? then go homee .. he send me until my doorstep siaa .. how weird is that ^^ then go home kena lecture by my nenek ... kimaaak ! haiyoo ): .... then i on comp lor ^^ ok i shld go now . my mom gone back alrdy ... byee ^^
hello babes and hunks ! sorry for nort updating thys blog of mine for two days . so lets talk .
200610 ; its father's day right ? so didnt do much that day . nvr wish my father cause i lazy uhk . but i love hym tautau . i love u ayah ! so wake up at 1+ ? the bath dolled up then go malaysia . sorry for nort telling you all i going malaysia . btw , i realise i bnyk go malaysia right ? hehee ... "fun" mah . go malaysia find wedding stuffs . everytime go malaysia , cause of wedding thingy . fed up siul ! nvm . then after go malaysia , back in spore arnd 11+ ? then take my auntyy ... she wanna sleep our hse so take her at bukit panjang . take her , go home rest then watch thys sad movie at TV3 . i cried while watching the show . a malay show uhk . then at 3.30am ? i sleep .
210610 ; today wake up at 1+ ? then eat putuh mayam ? nice hor ^^ btw right , i've realised thys school holidayy i always wake up at 1+ like that . like pig siaa ... hahaa ... nvm .... but dreamed alot of stuffs . then bath and dolled up cause going gym with dearest miraa . omg ! missed her babes ! dpt jugak lpskans rinduu tadiy . tanks ehk miraa ajak akuh kluwaa ... tanks alot hunney ^^ anyway , so packed stuffs for gyn then arnd 2+ ? go out hse and meet her at her hse . reach her hse , salam-ed her family then changed into so called as pt kit . hahaa ... then after that off we went . walked to gym but then gort so many people so we decided to go stadium and jog . so go stadium out stuufs then off to track . first walk arnd stadium then jog then walk then jog again . after that , rest then go gym . again alot of people then fed up go see people play squash . but sadly we cant cause dont have our own equipment . then after that , go toilet bath . done that , toook pics . but sorry pics dont have cause usb dont know go where . later find uhk ... then off we went to amk central by walking . exercise mann ! reach amk central eat kfc then go home . took bus 853 home then went over to meldaa crib for awhile . help her buy kitchen stuffs then go her hse ... give her the the money then talktalk , get to know something that i not suppose to know , then go home . then now , im sumpah the tired . haiishh ... ok laa ... currently waiting for miraa darlaa to online and meldaa sayaang to finish watching her show . bdak nyhh kan ? hahaa ok laa byeee ^^
hello babes and hunks ! how are you today ? im fiine . anyway , just came back from kenduri for my arwah atok . its alr 40 days after hys death . so fast hor ^^ anyway , wake up at arnd 12+ ? then watch tv , eat keropok twisties . nice (: then on lappy to edit pics like the one above there . edit here and there , then eat fried chicken ! hungry tautau . while eating , watch " sumpah ini pochong" or shld i say "swear this is pochong " with my uncle . very funny laa the story . laughing so loudly then my chicken drop . shiiit ! then after that , bath dolled up then called meldaa since we're bored . talk craps then go to telok belangah where the kenduri is held . reach there , waited outside the hse since they're still reciting things . meanwhile , played with my cousins . miss them truckloads lor ^^ hugged them then play .btalked to my mom about what happen and the reasons why , i nearly cried but hide laa . but how cool am i ? i rejected 3 boys . shaa oh shaa . haiishh . arnd 7+ ? then went in inside the hse . but unfortunately , no food. all food alr packed inside . so saad tautau ! taqk dpt mkn . then my nenek give me two popiah . popiah pon jadi laa . so sit and talked craps with my grandpa then watch world cup . then time to go home . reach home arnd 9+ ? then on comp . tired uhk me . ok laa . shld end here ... byeee ^^ have a nice day people (;
omg ! isnt he cute ?! im totally obsesses with hym siaa . totally . after watching karate kid right , i totally fell in love with hym babes & hunks ! hahaa . ok shaa random siaa .. nothing to do mah . hehee ... currently listening to never say never justin bieber ft jaden smith . omg ! both are cute !!! ok shaa stop it shaa ... but i cant . hys damn cute . right babes ? hahaa ... jaden smith , i love you tautau !!! wish i could see hym in real life siaa ... how cool is that . ok laa . shld stop here . i wanna continue to look at hys fucking cute face . byeee ^^
hello babes and hunks ! just came back from meeting fyqaa(northlans) and dyeelaa . so wake up , bath dolled up then go meet dyeelaa downstairs as me and her going np . we go whr first uhk ? ohss ya . i think we go mkn . ehh no ! we go lib first want to return my sis books . then we go mkn at mc'd . bought mc wings and double chocolate frappe . nice ^^ i loike ! then go toilet . while she go toilet ,i go buy thys wallet . animal skin siaa . nice . $19.90 somemore . cheapcheap . then go popular . walk here and there . laugh here and there . then we go cotton on . all nicenice sehy the shirts . on sale lagy . kimaaak ! but no money uhk . so after that , lpk bwh blk 214 . memories there . so talk here and there . camwhore here and there then go np back . wanna change currency . then after that go toilet . dyeelaa go change currency . then go pouplar buy coloured pens then go buy her sister's food . after that we walk home . talk about our school days and how we've become now . hanyut siaa akuh . hmmft ... then seat for awhile at thys pondok and talked again . then walked . after sending her home , lpk with fyqaa(northland) jap uhder her blk . talked about what hppn ytd . lets forgive and forget (: then go shop buy ice cream . laugh like hell then need go home . we go separate ways . me go peining hse take usb cable . meaning my usb cable spoilt . nort the slotting of usb thingy . then go home . and here i am . whoa tired uhk . and somemore nort in the mood . and to that guy , good job . i "really" like yr attitude ok ? keep it up . byeee ^^
due to boredom , i will still post about yesterday & the day before yesterday .
160610 ;
wake up arnd 7+ ? bath , dolled up then go meldaa hse . took bus 804 & 800 . reach her hse chit chat here and there . laugh , talked about her story and my story . and i ate maggie at her hse . nice her grandma cook but her grandma talk non stop . but dont want to be rude , i listen to her . but after her talking , it was a relieve babe . skipskipskip . then we dolled up as we're catching a movie with her boifee , my ex boifee , julie and rizal . blahblahblah then her boifee came and fetch us . infront of her doorstep somemore . ccok ^^ then took bus 969 or something ? to intr and meet ex boifee , rizal and julie . then trained off to town . reach town walked to cineleisure . reach there , the guys and julie so somewhere while me and meldaa buy stuffs and 7-11 . done that , go buy movie tickets . watch karate kid . it was awesome ^^ jaden smith was cute ! done watching , go somewhere with them then we camwhore together . sadly no pics with me aites . and somemore my usb spoilt so cnnrt upload . sorry babes and hunks ^^ then went home arnd 8+ ? went home with meldaa and ayum . go her hse to take my things then off went home . reach home arnd 9.15 ? then mom called to go mc'd to have our dinner . forget that day was my father'd bday . happy b'day ayah . may yr wishes come true . then go home . reach home , texted ex boifee and dyeelaa then sleep .
170610 ;
nothing much . awake up arnd 1+ ? was sleepy and tired . wake up , watch tv then on comp . update my tumblr then bath and dolled up . went to causeway point to find my siblings toys . dont have go northpoint . go popular . bought thys cool book . then go kfc eat . while in the kfc , receive a bad news . you guys shld know it . go toilet wipe my tears then eat . go home arnd 11+ ? after that , on comp and here i am . today going library later with dyeelaa . hmmft .. okok lor . im tired and brokenhearted ... so i shld end here . byee ^^
270510 ends ytd 10.20pm on 170610 . just 10 days away for our 1 mnth anni and you just called it off like that . why ? whats the lacking of me huh ? actually what do you want from me ? my body or my heart or love or just for fun huh ? i just dont understand whats yr plan . i've given you a second chance and thys is what i get for the second time eyy . you've hurt me once , now you've hurt me twice . i will move on . don worry . there's still other guys out there wants me . but you ? i dont get it . but what to do ? lovee cnnrt be force right ? love is also blind so i have to let you go since you want that . but serious nyhh tautau . what's lacking in me that you left me ? just because i controlled you that time , you wanna called off our r/s ? just because of that only ? sometimes , i dont get yr attitude . sometimes i like ,sometimes i hate it . it sucks . but i endure yr attitude tautau till now . but then here what happens ? i've given all my heart to you but you broke it . AGAIN . i came across thys sayings , i hope you'll read my blog .
i've never underestimated my potential of loving him . the deepness of my love , the compromises i could make . no one told me love could be this toxic till i met him . only when i felt the tears on my cheeks . heard my heartbreaking and saw the blood i shed . only after i fell so deep till i couldnt even help myself up .. it was then i realized that love isnt filled with splendid things . it consists of a thousand sufferings and only one pleasure . love is bout the moment ... and moments never last . that moment blinds you and screws up your mind which stops you from thinking straight . they leave pain in your fragile heart and pushes tears of anguish out of your eyes . they will become memories of yesterday , but the pain and torments will forever remain in yr heart .
so i hope you'll find other gurls alright ?
byee ^^
and to miraa , meldaa , fyqaa , dyeelaa and peining ;
tanks for the advise . i really appreciate it alot . tanks once again ^^ love ya all .
hello . just came back from holiday . sorry guys no pics . my usb cable spoilt alr so no pics . if its ok , i'll upload it alright ?
110610 : day 1
wake up arnd 10+ ? bath then dolled up . eat somethings then off went to malaysia . we reach the wedding place , fix thys and that then went for a mkn . after mkn , went home . went home , slept at 2+ ? doing what ? pack some stuffs lor (:
120610 : day 2
wake up arnd 11+ ? bath dolled up then eat somethings . rest for awhile . then arnd 3+ ? off went to malaysia . went for mkn first at idk where uhk . gort thys place . then went to the wedding place . wanna unfixed the things then went to my cousin hse . me , grandma and my young sis tumpang my aunty while my bro and parents a little bit late so we go first . reach the hse , rest for awhile then i follw my aunty and uncle fetch their two sons (: leaving my young sis and grandma and home . we go city square . btw , my aunt gave me the cntct lens . nice you know . very tempting siaaa ^^ fuhhh (: anyway , reach there , met them at mc'd . ate there . after that , bought the tickets . we watch the show at 12.10am . we were 2hrs early so we sat in the car . my aunt and uncle sleep while the three of us played games in our hdp . kecoooh laa !!! arnd 11.45 ? go to the movie theater . watch what movie ? its a secret . shhhh .... i cried during that movie . finish arnd 3+ ? then went home . reach home arnd 4+ then sleep .
130610 : day 3
wake up at 7+ ? whatthehell ! 3hrs sleeping only ? nvm ... bath dolled up then off went to tanjung gemok ? to take ferry . inside ferry , sat with grandma and younger bro . then suddenly sleep . slept at grandma shoulder . reach at the pulau tioman , go in our chalet . panas babe patsanehrq ! cham naqk mati tuu adr uhk . somemore the aircon , nort working very well . stupid uhk . anyway , reach the chalet , bath to cool me down . then the aircon started functioning . cool babe ! then arnd 4+ ? went for a swim in the beach . the water was damn clear sehy . andand i saw school of fishes tautau ! nice siaaa ! me and my bro trying to follow where the school of fishes go and we saw lots of them . saw clown fishes too ... different colours tautau !! nice ! so swam arnd 2 hrs ? then went back to our chalet . bath then after that sleep . sleep till the next morning (:
140610 : day 4
wake up arnd 12+ ? was damn sleepy you know . bath dolled up the go mkn . go mkn , walk arnd that place and saw many souvenirs shops . so went in there and bought lots of things . then after that , went back to chalet and cooled down . then abt 4+ ? went for swim again . thys time at different place . but thys place only can see normal fish . no clown fish there . but then the wind suddenly came and the waves also the current is very strong . i felt scared lor (: but minutes later , rain poured down . swim with the rain . swam arnd 2-3 hrs ? go back to chalet . bath then sleep again . i dream of something good tautau (: hehee ^^ wake up at 11+pm ? then me , parents and younger sis went for a drink leaving my bro and grandma at the chalet . after drinking , went to the jetty and saw many fishes . then arnd 12+am ? went back to chalet . slept at 2-3+am ?
150610 : day 5
wake up 9+ ? bath dolled up and rest . eat peanut butter bread while waiting for parents to come back . parents come back then we chao form that chalet at 12pm . we thought our ferry came at 12.30pm , so we waited till 12.30pm but then they say arnd 1.30pm they came . waited and waited . while waiting , an incident happen . my bro's slipper fell into the sea . very kecoo tautau ! everybody was asking us what happen . then one boat came near to the jetty and my father ask whether can take so he take lor . it was a relieve baby ! nice slipper tautau ! our ferry came almost at 3 . boarded the ferry . sat with my younger sis . felt dissy so sleep . not for long , my sis also sleep . reach our destination , put our stuffs at car then off to spore ! reach spore arnd 7+ ? then went home straight . now im at home . tired tautau !
i miss all my friends in spore . and dont forget my bf too . hehee ^^ now waiting for miraa to come back . miss her also tau . pulang laa cpat miraa sayangk (: ok laa . im tired of typing . sorry if its too long .
hey , im feeling down right now . let me tell you why alright ?
first of all ,im really missing my bf alot . now waiting for hym to msg me tautau . he said he will msg me later and later i dont know when lor .
secondly i wanna say , i just hate living with my parents now . still ,they accused me for nothing at all . all i did was wrong to them . everytime yelled at me for no stupid reasons . they have been making me cried so many times . i guess im just so weak . i cried for some small reasons . i admit im a cry baby. i have a soft heart but yet no one took care of it . i aint part of the family huh ? i guess so . i guess , growing up isnt easy at all huh . there too many problems to face here . why cant i just live in a happy life ? i'd imagine what life is all about when i was young but then now i realise , its just so different . very different . i tried to be a good daughter , friend ,sister but i aint good at it . but why cant everybody treat me like how i used to be treated ? get all the love i wanted . i said i had no clue of what life would i have in the future but i realise it is nort at all . i want you to be there whenever i needed you the most but no . i want you to be my listener ear but no you cant . you can only criticize me , accused me and compared me to other people . i realise dreams also dont come true . do you guys believe that your dreams come true ? i dont believe it . because why ? all my dreams are wasted . all gone to waste . why it all have to hppn to me huh ? i wish i was in someone else's body or wish i didnt born in thys world . wish i was born on the other world or other year . i wish everything will start back all over again ):
hello peeps ! just came back from malaysia . tired siaaa ... anyway , currently missing darling . he go melake sehy . morningmorning he go already . sodehy kans ? nvm laa . let hym have fun there . he go home , i go malaysia ... hmmft ); anyway , back to the topic . wake up at 7+ ? received msg from bhy . aww gonna miss hym . so msg hym till 9+ ? then he go already . so left me alone uhk . nothing to do . then i was like very restless at home so i go out . u guys thought i kena grounded right ? hehee ^^ you guys should know me . go northpoint with fatin sayaaang . go long john eateat then walkwalk arnd northpoint . then go one shop to make something . fatin diam ehk ? waited for 15 mins then go home . reach home , bath , dolled up then go malaysia with grandma . reach malaysia , eat . hungry doh ! eateat then walkwalk arnd . she bought "selendang" for herself . then go home when sheng siong . tired sehy . i wanna sleep in the bus but then wearing cntct lenses so cnnrt . after that go home . reach home arnd 8+ ? then chit chat with mom then she off go malaysia . then now left me , my siblings and grandma . guys , i will be away from tmrw till 15 june alright ? so take care ehk guys .
meldaa and miraa : you two have fun alright w/o me ? any problems , share btwn u guys first then when i go home , share tautau . jgn taqk share ehk ? and klau blehy , updatekans blog akuh nyhh ehk krg ? thanks ... love you guys alot darlaas (:
and people , please keep the tagboard rolling . i wanna flood tha tagboard but not full of spams alright ? thanks alot guys (:
hello guys . i just came back from swimming . tired uhk but im bored . currently chatting with meldaa sayaaang and bhy sayaaang .
just now wake up arnd 9+ ? bath dolled up then hang arnd the hse till 2+ ? then off went to swimming complex . reach there arnd 2.15 ? but havent open yet . every wed the swimming opens at 2.30pm guys . remember that . then waited and waited then the swimming complex open . bought the tickets then went in . changed to swimming suit then i swim ! fun tautau . played games with my siblings . all went into the big pool . even my small sister went in but abit deep for her uhk but she wants so went in lor ^^ . ate arnd 3+ ? ate crackers and bread then swim again. swim till 4.30 ? then changed then go kfc . ate whipped potato only since alr full then go back home . bused 804 home then here i am . i know its a short post cause im tired .
bhy , take care ehk bsoqk . i know you're going earlier then i thought . im still in my lalaland then you go . haiishh ... gonna miss you syg . thought of meeting you today and tmrw but since you cnnrt , then nvm . i really miss you tautau . *crying* mkn time mkn , tdo time tdo . jage diri baekbaek pat sanerhq ye . i love you <3
hey guys ! 3rd posting for today due to boredom much . thys are some quotes that i feel like to explain cause im bored (:
what is best friends actually ? best friends are the one who go through the thick and thins together with you . they will cry with you , laugh with , be crazy with you so that you'll feel comfortable . best friends will help you to whatever problems you are facing . best friends fight over small matters such as fighting over a guy or talk abt their fucking attitude so that you realise what you are doing all thys while . its good to have a friend that doesnt compare you with anybody . they should be proud to have you as best friends . so friends out there , please take care of them as they will leave you one day stranded alone not knowing why (:
those who lost your precious loved ones , im sorry to hear that but whatever it is , you all must be strong to overcome those fears by yourself . if you cant , share the burdens with yr best friends or someone you are close with so that yr burden is light to let you carry on easily alright ? be strong to move on eventhough you cant . try to as it will affect yr life if you dont . trust me on thys guys . i've been through alot of things in my life so thats why i dont want you all to feel the same way and live the same way as i do alright ? so much too bear the consequences . so guys , please love your loved ones now as they will leave you one day and you cant never loved them again (: treat them equally so that you'll be treated equally back (:
bhyy , where are you ? msg pon taqk ? u gy anerq nyhh ? im worried tautau . aleqk laa cpat or msg or call me . dont make me worried like thys hor ):
currently in boredom mood . i wanna go out but sadly kena grounded cause of ytd incident going back late . stupid me . i miss my bf badly . he going off to melake thys thursday . sad right ? and 13-15 june my family going tioman . after he go back , i go malaysia . sad uhk . gonna miss hym hor ^^ guys , im going to tioman at 13june-15june ok ? take care . btw , i havent eat . hungry uhk . ok lah . i wanna search for food . i still want my double chocolate frappe ehk bhy ? ingat tautau . me love you <3
hello peeps . sorry for two days i never update . i will talk abt it alright ? be patient (:
060610 ;
sunday right ? hmmft .. what did i do ? ohhs ya ... i go malaysia . for what ? wedding deco at malaysia . wake up arnd 12+ ? bath then dolled up . ate some food then go off to malaysia . reach malaysia , go my atok hse there and fix the wedding thingy . abt 3 hrs fixing ? then go jakel . you knw what ? at jakel right , gort thys guy working there , everywhere i go , he must be thr . then he smile at me and keep calling me adek dtg siniyh or something like that laa . then i taqk lyn . hehee ^^ for what naqk mengatal ? tell me . then after that go giant ? buy things then i saw thys dye hair colour sell at only 15rm siaaa ! nice some more the colour . what colour uhk ? ohhs ya . ermm .. red or reddish brown i think . nice but sadly my mom dont let me . sodeh paa ? hmmft nvm . then after that , go home . reach home arnd 10+ ? then slp . to mirah and meldaa , sorry i nvr tell you that i go malaysia . sorry hor ^^
070610 ;
wake up called mirah and meldaa and get the news that mirah just broke up with lance ? im so sorry to hear that but don worry . be strong aites gurl . then after that bath dolled up athen go np bought cntct lens . same as meldaa the one tht can make yr pupil become big . nice hor ^^ . then go kalilah hse . me , kalilah , batrisyia and bila ? go ssc with kalilah bf and geng . had fun uhk but along the way , have some misunderstandings among them and i became stress . then at 5+ ? went to under kalilah's blk to lpk . had fun but kalilah cried for some reasons . then arnd 6+ ? go home with batrisyia bila and yus ? but yus become an angry monster stomp off before us . so we go home . walk to the 200+ bustop then boarded the 804 bus alone . reach hse , go out again . to whr ? geylang . bought some stuffs then go my grandma hse . lpk under the blk with my adk . berjiwang cket then go home . reach home at 10+ ? then slp .
today ;
wake up at 10+ ? msg bf but he didnt weply (: guess hys still sleeping hor ^^ . so bath dolled up . called mom whether can go out to np she say cant . sorry dyeelah ^^ . so now rotting at home . later going shop with dyeelah since cnnrt go np . so hasta la vista baby !
see thys quote ? thys is for people who are really in love with thier loved ones but sadly their loved ones left them stranded alone . i've experienced it . i think all of you have experienced it right ? i hope so . hmmft ...
to my dear mirah , i heard you are back to single right ? its ok mirah . you have to move on with yr life . you have me , meldaa and yr friends who will give you love that you wanted . you can rely on both or us to give you what you always wanted . don worry gurl . be strong alright ? one day you will find yr true love dear . like i always say , love will find us , nort we find love . its mmng btol kite tertunggu-tunggukan cinta but cnnrt always mengharapkan sngt ok dear ? be strong to overcome yr feelings . org bodo jee yg tinggalkan ppn cham kauh . trust me , he will regret of losing you and will ask you back . trust me on thys gurl (:
hey my dear women ; jgn pkr ira nyhh apr ehk ? senang2 naqk mrh ira jee ? ira dahs bgs tuu aleqk dariy taqk aleqk tau tadiy . klau ira taqk aleqk tuu laen cite uhk . really ehk , i have enough of yr nonsense laahs . i really hate yr fucking attitude . people all around us are talking bad abt u lah . ira sebagai anak sulong , adr perasaan malu tau . you both dont feel ke ? perasaan malu tuu ? ehyy , every human adr feelings laah ehk . klau taqkdee feelings maknenyhe ALIEN . ira tawuu lahs semenjak ira msok skolaa nyhh , prangai ira dahs semakin burok kanskans ? its obvious tht you shumeh malu tgok my prangaikans ? ckap jee lah taqk suke . taqkya mrhmrh pe ? i respect you but do you respect me like how i wanted to be respected ? no ehyy ! taqk prnh langsong . duluq tuu adr uhk but thts when im small . now im a grown up . im trying my best to be a good daughter to you but you are nort good parent yourself . you told me nort to sms at night , nort to hang out after 7 . then how abt u then ? you cnnrt control my life like how my grandma control yr life in the past . skrg nyhh zaman laen dari duluq . seriously lah , i hate the you now . you have changed , everyone has changed . why do people keep come and go from my fucking life ? huh ?! why ?! whats worng with my fucking attitude ?! and to my other grandma , jgn sekali pon panggil adk ira bodo . drg taqk bodo . drg pandai ehk ? klau mkn bende yg nenek mkn , kene panggil bodo paa ? taqk perlukans ? ira tawuu lahs yg nnk benci kluarge ira tapiy taqk perlu uhk panggil bodo shumeh . ira tawuu kite nyhh apr kans ? suke buwaat bising ? memalukans maruah nnk jee pat luar . so whut ? drg masehy kechyk paa ? mesti laah prangai cham gitu . haiishh ....and pkr ira nyhh sapehr ? patong paa ? blehy uhsal hembus jee katekate kasar pat ira ? pkr ira taqkdee perasaan ehk ? hmmft ... sapehr lagiy yg ira blehy rely on skrg ? kwnkwn ira ? shumeh rely pat drg ? kimaaaak ! nntiy apr plk drg pkr kans ? hmmft .... i just need yr fucking love and concern jee , tuu jee ira pintah . kaseyh syg nan care . taqk lebehy . ira phm perasaan krg , tapiy adrke krg pkr pcl perasaan ira selame nyhh ? ira try jage hati perasaan krg but krg pijak kpale ... trying to be nice but afterall , there's no use of being nice to you . you still like to torture me like a maid . do house chores endlessly . you think im nort tired is it ? think twice , i have alot to think of and thts why im tired ans restless nowadays . you guys wanna scold me can , but mrh pon agakagak uhk . haisshh .... ntaa lahh .... taqkdee lagiy naqk ckp laaa ... *tears flowing*
life is so damn miserable now . im just so fucked up today uhk . too stressed today !!!! urghhh ! *crying*
konichiwaa peoplee ! sorry no pics hor . out of it . but don worry there's more in the future . so today wake up at 7.30 then bath , dolled up then go schl but i suddenly forget my npcc uniform then go back to hse and take . go schl with pei ning dear (: reach schl go cookery room then start preparing for our pizzas and bubble teas . but what we want is nort what we want . like fuck right ? i know . but what to do ? teacher buy alrdy so have to appreciate it lor . bakes here and make here and there , go set up booth . im the one who is running here and there . like crazy gurl running up and down . can have asthma siaaa ! up and down , left and right . hahaa fake . business is running ok . but sadly tasya nvr come . kauh dahs pangseh kite ehyy tasya ? we will nort forget yr deeds uhk sya . akuh dahs mengamok nan kauh semlmkans ? kauh tetap taqk gy . kate pkol 2pm dtg , but satu hapak kauh pon taqkdee . tapiy naseb baek kite dahbes jual by 2.15pm . jyeah we manage to sell all our things by 2.15pm . so chao from our table then siapsiap go for the mass parade thingy . must wear the white glove . my hand was like suffering dude ! cnnrt tahan liao . then practice here and there till 4+ . then had our dinner then 5.30 fall in at field for our last 1-2 more practices then shows start . mr ho peng kee came we did our fancy drillz . im quite satisfied uhk with the performances . after that , mr ho peng kee came to us and talk abt hys life . was fascinating . then went to change then go home . bought bubble tea then saw , borhan , shafiq , and one more guy idk the name . then went home , and here i am . currently with my siblings only . the rest of the family go malaysia . rabak right only us ? but fun can make noise . hehee (: ok lor .im damn tired right now . post to you soon baby !
" relationships are like crystals , you dont realize how much you love it until it breaks "
konichiwaa people ! how are you doing ? well im doing fine . lets start ok ? its been four days i never update this blog hor . sorry guys . been abit busy with school stuffs . ok here's what i do .
2nd june i remembered going back late . at 10+ almost 11 i reach home cause i settle somethings with my bf . sumpah i feel disappointed but i forgave hym alr . i hope he doesnt do it again . but before that , have rehearsal . doing the mass parade thingy for our 10 th year anniversary on 050610 . so rehearse here and there and i go back late cause after settling things , go mac with faiera then go home . 3rd june i remember going back late too . almost 10+ i reach home . but before that have the mass parade thingy again and waited for emelda to finish their dance rehearsal . hahaa blahblah . went broadway with ain , faiera and emelda to meet up with the 4 boys , syuk , zal , ayum and wan . ate at the coffee express 2000 . ate ice kachang and chendol . then after that go back with haz . he send me home but sumpah the pelik uhk he . dont knw laahs . today , wake up at 9+ , bath , dolled up then go meldaa house . reach her hse , chit-chat here and there . blahblahblah . then our attitude sumpah the pathetic . meldaa , you shld knw what i mean ehy ? hahaaa ! remember meldaa ? 290510 ? the rest dnt knw nvrmnd . hahaa . then arnd 5+ , the 3 boys came excluding zal come to fetch us . but sadly , my right cntct lens vanished . it drop while i was wearing then cnnrt find . sedihy seyh hilang cntct lens . expensive plk tuu . kimaaak ! kay laahs nvrmnd . save up money then buy lor . then after that , meet them and haz gave me a ring . nice but it only fit my middle finger . i thought can fit my other finger but cnnrt . hmmph but nvrmnd its ok . as long as it can fit also can (: then i open the song oh ramdan . he say nort nice but i say very nice . we can fight sehy because of nort nice and nice . pathetic sia our attitude . hahaa (: then took bus 800 with hym then blahblahblah . he go home ferst but i buy ice cream . mc flurry extra oreo . fuhhh ! sodaap punyaa ! then go home took 806 then here i am . okok gosh im tired . currently listening to oh ramdan . nice song . very touching . i cried . its very meaningful and it suits my current situation right now . meldaa , you shld knw what i mean right ? ok lahs . toodles . post to you soon (:
whoa ! life is so fucking hard uhc sia this days . really hating this fucking world uhc . this fucking world had become very cruel . serious talking here . what for i have to live right ? there's no point of living right now when people criticize me again and again . everytime i go everywhere , there must be someone who will talk abt me or spread abt me . like what the hell !! i seriously hate it because there are nort making them famous but me famous lahs . fuck this shit lahs wehy. krg taqk suke akuh idop tenang ehc ? harihari bikin dara akuh up jee ehc ? fuck uhc ! whats the use of talking about me ? fun is it ? ohhs i didnt know that . now then i know . everytime in relationships , there must be a problem . stree uhk ! cnnrt one day have a peaceful mind uhc . i hate man !!! fucking hate it !!! i just wanna have peace and nice life but you all make it even worse . worse to the worse siaal ! prangai shumeh mntk kene smaking uhc siaaal !!! prangai shumeh taqk perlu *crying of anger* you guys think im nort tired ehc ? nort stress ehc ? kimaaak !!! everyday tau i stress then u shumeh tambahtambah ... ah fuck lahs !!!! im tired of being nice to people cause people just step on my fucking hate . keep stepping non-stop . is it fun stepping on my head ?! fun ?! if fun , tell me . i dont mind alright ? hmmft ....
stress sia right now . lps satu , satu masalah timbul . kimaaak ! stress nyhe akuh ! im just so fucked up right now . cant even stop saying the word FUCK cause im fucked up you fool ! pheww* im tired uhc . but still angry uhc to that person .... haiishh . okok lahs . no mood .
ohhs ya , and to saeful . dont try to mengatal nan akuh ehc ? akuh dahs adr mataey and akuh syg diehr . don try to make me cair ehc boy ? sapehrq naqk kauh ? blng akuh . pkr kauh bnyk nyhe handsome . klau cham justin bieber taqkpe lahs jugak ehc . nyhh . kimaaak ! so what if kauh puji akuh ? pkr akuh terpikat nan kauh pa sia ? gy lah mam ! fyi ehc , akuh taqk prnh anggap kauh lebeyh dari abg ehc . so pls stop all yr foolish act . kauh kate kite ginie ? apr ginie ? adk angkat kauh cham ginie ? mmng uhc . kauh taqk suke adk angkat kauh negleted kauh kans ? so , jgn ganggu kite uhc . kite taqk ganggu kauh , kauh jgn ganggu kite . ok ? ingt tuu pesan akuh . yr sweet talks shumeh taqk perlu laahs . kauh blehy berambus .
to fyqaa and arianna ; gurls , be strong alright ? im sure you can move on . you gort people who loves you more like your friends all that . so no worries . you can find one guy that totally love you just the way you are dear . so i believe you can move on . i believe gurls can live without boys . ok dear ? so be strong . i love you both (:
to meldaa , mirah and bhy ; thanks for helping me abt this mahirah thing . thanks for telling me the story .if nort , i will feel lost alright ? thanks alot dearest . love you alot (: