whoa ! its been 3 months i didnt update thys fucking blog right ? haiyoo .. hahah ! so basically , im just bored right now .. nothing to do so i just update since its dusty .. hah , actually my mind went blank out of a sudden .. just now , thought of blogging something but i blanked out .. ohh ya .. basically , next year i will go to 3Fortitude .. nhort 3Integrity .. was sad to be seperated w the Integrity studs .. had fun w them for the pass 2 years and it all have come to an end .. i will be taking combined sc (phy&chem) , geography& social studies and art .. gonna buck up nest year hor especially maths and sci . those two subjets that i always get lower grades .. im nhort satisfied to go to a brand new class .. but i have to get used to it for 2 years kankankan ? haiyoo ... so any problems w me ? problems keep coming and go .. keep occuring .. they keeping filling my head w thoughts that are wild & crazy in the sense of wanna just kill myself to end my burdens all thys while .. but no matter whad , i have to overcome thys problems cause next year will be the starting year to be serious .. as im taking N's next year .. in order to get to a good school & getting good grades , i have to be serious .. nhort so serious budd just wanna concentrate whenever the teacher is teaching .. i will reward myself if i did it ..
myy familyy ? its all messed up .. sometimes in good terms , sometimes in bad terms .. wish it could all washed away by the ocean and start afresh ..
friends ? i missing them badly ! gonna have class outing soon right ? i must turn up cause i missed you guys hor ! eventhough we have fights and stuffs , on the class outing , we have to put differences aside and have fun ayye guys ? that my wish :D
holiday ? i've been spending my time at home mostly .. didnt go anywhr . wanted to go overseas but familyy no money due to the toys my siblings bought which is now over 1000bucks .. because of them , we had to turned down our holiday outing .. its boring . wishing could go back to school and just study ..
love story ? its complicated ):
ah , finish . fuhh ! thats a lot of talking .. so i just have to end here though .. insya'allah i'll update again when im free aites peepos ! byebye ! take care peeps ..
w love ,
shahiraa [ 0 6 N O V 1 0 ; 1 0 4 3 ]
