whoa ! life is so fucking hard uhc sia this days . really hating this fucking world uhc . this fucking world had become very cruel . serious talking here . what for i have to live right ? there's no point of living right now when people criticize me again and again . everytime i go everywhere , there must be someone who will talk abt me or spread abt me . like what the hell !! i seriously hate it because there are nort making them famous but me famous lahs . fuck this shit lahs wehy. krg taqk suke akuh idop tenang ehc ? harihari bikin dara akuh up jee ehc ? fuck uhc ! whats the use of talking about me ? fun is it ? ohhs i didnt know that . now then i know . everytime in relationships , there must be a problem . stree uhk ! cnnrt one day have a peaceful mind uhc . i hate man !!! fucking hate it !!! i just wanna have peace and nice life but you all make it even worse . worse to the worse siaal ! prangai shumeh mntk kene smaking uhc siaaal !!! prangai shumeh taqk perlu *crying of anger* you guys think im nort tired ehc ? nort stress ehc ? kimaaak !!! everyday tau i stress then u shumeh tambahtambah ... ah fuck lahs !!!! im tired of being nice to people cause people just step on my fucking hate . keep stepping non-stop . is it fun stepping on my head ?! fun ?! if fun , tell me . i dont mind alright ? hmmft ....
stress sia right now . lps satu , satu masalah timbul . kimaaak ! stress nyhe akuh ! im just so fucked up right now . cant even stop saying the word FUCK cause im fucked up you fool ! pheww* im tired uhc . but still angry uhc to that person .... haiishh . okok lahs . no mood .
ohhs ya , and to saeful . dont try to mengatal nan akuh ehc ? akuh dahs adr mataey and akuh syg diehr . don try to make me cair ehc boy ? sapehrq naqk kauh ? blng akuh . pkr kauh bnyk nyhe handsome . klau cham justin bieber taqkpe lahs jugak ehc . nyhh . kimaaak ! so what if kauh puji akuh ? pkr akuh terpikat nan kauh pa sia ? gy lah mam ! fyi ehc , akuh taqk prnh anggap kauh lebeyh dari abg ehc . so pls stop all yr foolish act . kauh kate kite ginie ? apr ginie ? adk angkat kauh cham ginie ? mmng uhc . kauh taqk suke adk angkat kauh negleted kauh kans ? so , jgn ganggu kite uhc . kite taqk ganggu kauh , kauh jgn ganggu kite . ok ? ingt tuu pesan akuh . yr sweet talks shumeh taqk perlu laahs . kauh blehy berambus .
to fyqaa and arianna ; gurls , be strong alright ? im sure you can move on . you gort people who loves you more like your friends all that . so no worries . you can find one guy that totally love you just the way you are dear . so i believe you can move on . i believe gurls can live without boys . ok dear ? so be strong . i love you both (:
to meldaa , mirah and bhy ; thanks for helping me abt this mahirah thing . thanks for telling me the story .if nort , i will feel lost alright ? thanks alot dearest . love you alot (:
so i think thats abt it lahs . byee ^^
i love you tautau .
me love haz 270510 (: