
to my dear mirah , i heard you are back to single right ? its ok mirah . you have to move on with yr life . you have me , meldaa and yr friends who will give you love that you wanted . you can rely on both or us to give you what you always wanted . don worry gurl . be strong alright ? one day you will find yr true love dear . like i always say , love will find us , nort we find love . its mmng btol kite tertunggu-tunggukan cinta but cnnrt always mengharapkan sngt ok dear ? be strong to overcome yr feelings . org bodo jee yg tinggalkan ppn cham kauh . trust me , he will regret of losing you and will ask you back . trust me on thys gurl (:
hey my dear women ;
jgn pkr ira nyhh apr ehk ? senang2 naqk mrh ira jee ? ira dahs bgs tuu aleqk dariy taqk aleqk tau tadiy . klau ira taqk aleqk tuu laen cite uhk . really ehk , i have enough of yr nonsense laahs . i really hate yr fucking attitude . people all around us are talking bad abt u lah . ira sebagai anak sulong , adr perasaan malu tau . you both dont feel ke ? perasaan malu tuu ? ehyy , every human adr feelings laah ehk . klau taqkdee feelings maknenyhe ALIEN . ira tawuu lahs semenjak ira msok skolaa nyhh , prangai ira dahs semakin burok kanskans ? its obvious tht you shumeh malu tgok my prangaikans ? ckap jee lah taqk suke . taqkya mrhmrh pe ? i respect you but do you respect me like how i wanted to be respected ? no ehyy ! taqk prnh langsong . duluq tuu adr uhk but thts when im small . now im a grown up . im trying my best to be a good daughter to you but you are nort good parent yourself . you told me nort to sms at night , nort to hang out after 7 . then how abt u then ? you cnnrt control my life like how my grandma control yr life in the past . skrg nyhh zaman laen dari duluq . seriously lah , i hate the you now . you have changed , everyone has changed . why do people keep come and go from my fucking life ? huh ?! why ?! whats worng with my fucking attitude ?! and to my other grandma , jgn sekali pon panggil adk ira bodo . drg taqk bodo . drg pandai ehk ? klau mkn bende yg nenek mkn , kene panggil bodo paa ? taqk perlukans ? ira tawuu lahs yg nnk benci kluarge ira tapiy taqk perlu uhk panggil bodo shumeh . ira tawuu kite nyhh apr kans ? suke buwaat bising ? memalukans maruah nnk jee pat luar . so whut ? drg masehy kechyk paa ? mesti laah prangai cham gitu . haiishh .... and pkr ira nyhh sapehr ? patong paa ? blehy uhsal hembus jee katekate kasar pat ira ? pkr ira taqkdee perasaan ehk ? hmmft ... sapehr lagiy yg ira blehy rely on skrg ? kwnkwn ira ? shumeh rely pat drg ? kimaaaak ! nntiy apr plk drg pkr kans ? hmmft .... i just need yr fucking love and concern jee , tuu jee ira pintah . kaseyh syg nan care . taqk lebehy . ira phm perasaan krg , tapiy adrke krg pkr pcl perasaan ira selame nyhh ? ira try jage hati perasaan krg but krg pijak kpale ... trying to be nice but afterall , there's no use of being nice to you . you still like to torture me like a maid . do house chores endlessly . you think im nort tired is it ? think twice , i have alot to think of and thts why im tired ans restless nowadays . you guys wanna scold me can , but mrh pon agakagak uhk . haisshh .... ntaa lahh .... taqkdee lagiy naqk ckp laaa ... *tears flowing*
life is so damn miserable now . im just so fucked up today uhk . too stressed today !!!! urghhh ! *crying*
sorry guys , i'll do a proper post when im ok .