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just 10 days away for our 1 mnth anni and you just called it off like that .
why ? whats the lacking of me huh ?
actually what do you want from me ?
my body or my heart or love or just for fun huh ?
i just dont understand whats yr plan .
i've given you a second chance and thys is what i get for the second time eyy .
you've hurt me once , now you've hurt me twice .
i will move on . don worry .
there's still other guys out there wants me .
but you ? i dont get it .
but what to do ? lovee cnnrt be force right ?
love is also blind so i have to let you go since you want that .
but serious nyhh tautau .
what's lacking in me that you left me ?
just because i controlled you that time , you wanna called off our r/s ?
just because of that only ?
sometimes , i dont get yr attitude .
sometimes i like ,sometimes i hate it . it sucks .
but i endure yr attitude tautau till now .
but then here what happens ?
i've given all my heart to you but you broke it . AGAIN .
i came across thys sayings , i hope you'll read my blog .
i've never underestimated my potential of loving him .
the deepness of my love , the compromises i could make .
no one told me love could be this toxic till i met him .
only when i felt the tears on my cheeks .
heard my heartbreaking and saw the blood i shed .
only after i fell so deep till i couldnt even help myself up ..
it was then i realized that love isnt filled with splendid things .
it consists of a thousand sufferings and only one pleasure .
love is bout the moment ... and moments never last .
that moment blinds you and screws up your mind which stops you from
thinking straight .
they leave pain in your fragile heart and pushes tears of anguish out of
your eyes .
they will become memories of yesterday , but the pain and torments will
forever remain in yr heart .
the deepness of my love , the compromises i could make .
no one told me love could be this toxic till i met him .
only when i felt the tears on my cheeks .
heard my heartbreaking and saw the blood i shed .
only after i fell so deep till i couldnt even help myself up ..
it was then i realized that love isnt filled with splendid things .
it consists of a thousand sufferings and only one pleasure .
love is bout the moment ... and moments never last .
that moment blinds you and screws up your mind which stops you from
thinking straight .
they leave pain in your fragile heart and pushes tears of anguish out of
your eyes .
they will become memories of yesterday , but the pain and torments will
forever remain in yr heart .
so i hope you'll find other gurls alright ?
byee ^^
and to miraa , meldaa , fyqaa , dyeelaa and peining ;
tanks for the advise . i really appreciate it alot . tanks once again ^^ love ya all .