^^ hellu ^^
why cant people appreciate our love or the things we do to them ? i flasbacked what my teacher says .
love is not a feeling and i think its true .
to [H]
im sorry boi .i cant accept you eventhough you never asked for it . but if you still got feelings for me , tell me so that i know . now you have a gurlfren to take care of . nort me for you to take care of . don worry about me . worry about your own gurlfren and concentrate on your r/s with her . i dont want because of me , you guys fight and break . i dont want me to be trouble maker here okay ? if you love her , continue okay ? yes i still love you but what to do ? you have a gurlfren . im trying to move on here okay , so dont try to make my feelings come back to me . im trying eventhough i cant . you see me smile laugh like mad gurl but inside im sying with love . thats how i control my life now . im sorry boi ):
to the one im close ;
maybe what she say was right . you have been talking about hym since you're closer to hyme . i know you do love hyme and you love hyme dearly but almost everyday you talked about hyme , non stop .
my ears have becoming deaf but i still listen to people who wants to share stories with me . i dont mind you talking about hyme but it seems almost everyday . you said he influence you ? how about us ? did we influence you ? yeah we did but it seems he's the one that can influence you to be good . we admit that we never influence you how he influence you . if he influence you , good things , its fine with us . just wanna tell you , you totally changed into a different person . we just want the old you thats all . hmmm ... ily ^_^
i dont know what had happened to my life now . at home is still like hell ! i hate living in this house . i really hate ! giving me so much problems .