^^ hellu ^^
this [maybe] gonna be my last post before my exams .
maybe uhc . idk ...
my life sux [!]
seriously , my life really sux .
why should i bother leavinq in this world [?]
no one understands me .
no one really cared about my feelinqs .
who can i trust [?]
exams are cominq .
left 1 more day till my exams starts .
how can i concentrate when i'm in this position [?]
my friends asked me why am i so weak nowadays .
the answer is im just so stressed out about my life .
people around me just keep makinq me become like this .
to people whom i love ;
im sorry if my attitude was like fuck .
but i had to behave this way just to hide my fears .
im so so sorry .
i didnt mean to alriqht [?]
i just had to .
to my parents ;
you quys has chanqed .
people all around us are talkinq about you quys .
arent you quys ashamed [?]
yes , im just your dauqhter but i do have feelinqs .
when people talk about you , i will be anqry at them cause why they talk about my parents like that [?]
but then i realise .
its all true .
you never cared about me .
you cared about my siblinqs .
you went home , qo into your room & do your own stuffs .
or either you talk to my siblinqs .
then how about me [?][!]
have you forqotten me [?][!]
who am i to you huh [?][!]
your dauqhter or your maid [?][!]
you know why i thouqht i am the maid [?]
its because you treat me like one [!]
why do i say so [?]
well lets see .
you asked me to fold clothes , look after my siblinqs , help my siblinqs with their work , cook for them some food & asked me to even clean the house .
who am i to you [?]
im just your dauqhter but you treat me like a maid .
why [?][!]
when some kids come or my cousins come , you never even bother to talk to your children .
you talk to the others .
us , you shouted .
what the hell [?][!]
what kind of parents are you [?][!]
you're not showinq any qood examples to your kids .
ATT ALL [!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
i ask you quys to chanqe your bloody fuckinq attitude but you're still the same .
just that i realised , there's no use of sayinq it to you .
you're just the same .
and a promise is always a promise .
dont ever break the promises cause we wont trust you aqain .
life is so miserable now .
i'm just so speechless over it .
i miss that boy [!]
effiinq miss hym mann [!]
kay diam shaa [!]
^^ bye ^^
saranq hae yo [!]