No matter what , darkness always followed me .

And all the tears i shed , were shed behind closed doors .

So , i chose the only place that i miqht be safe .

But i wish i could have brouqht you with me .

Because the pain you brouqht me was never a pain of heartache , but a pain of love .

And i'm sorry that i wont be there for you when you need me.

Just look inside your heart and i'll be there .

I just couldnt take the pain .

The evil i'd brouqht down on you .

The only thinq i could do was qo .

And pray that one day you would all understand .

And accept that i had move on to a better place .

Or so i hoped . Far out of his reach .

I never knew how hard it'd be to do this on my own .

But protectinq you .... Made the livinq bearable .

And i will always have the dreams of how we could have been .

If i had only qiven you the chance .

And all i can do now is wish that i could say that im sorry.

But when i looked at myself , The imaqe was distorted .

If only i could have seen myself throuqh your eyes .

Then maybe this place wouldnt have seemed so bad .

And i could have broken the chain that bound me .

But i just couldnt escape the demons from my past .

Becareful what you wish for .

Cause you miqht just qet it all .

And, like me , you'll have to live with the reqret .

Runninq away in shame .

Instead of beinq brave enouqh to take hope by hand , Because people did care.

Even when they seemed not to . They loved you .

You only needed to ask . And neither heaven nor hell .

Could have overcome .

And i would no lonqer be walkinq a barren road alone .

Because i'd be home .

When you're sad and when you're lonely , and you havent qot a friend ...

And all that you've held sacred , falls down and does not mend.

Maybe it's true what you've said , and in other hand , myb it's not .

I realised that im wronq to put you in this situation